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19.03.2026

Loving

What is one word that describes you? I am constantly growing,changing,evolving. But one thing is common in every version of me and that’s my loving nature. I am a lover,… Read more
14.07.2026

When I Have Fears

Faith was never the absence of fear. It’s obedience with a tormented heart. The promise always comes AFTER the leaving. Genesis 12:1 Read more
12.07.2026

The Mission Field Has WiFi: When God Says “Either Way, I Trust Him”

Sunday night dread is real. “God, is this it? Widen my reach please.” But what if God isn’t calling you to quit your job, but to change your heart posture?… Read more
10.07.2026

The Protest Isn’t Over: Why We Can’t Pretend It Is

Are Protestants and Catholics finally the same? History, doctrine, and Scripture say otherwise. The protest isn’t over. Read more
09.07.2026

With or Without: Death to Decorum

I went to conference “naked.” Annual conference means you see people once or twice a year. So before you pack, you do nails. You do lashes. You have to be… Read more
20.06.2026

There is no fear in love,

but perfect love casts out fear. 1 John 4:18 Lets go to the garden. They, Adam and Eve, were naked and not ashamed.Naked here refers to exposure, vulnerability, authenticity.There was… Read more
29.04.2026

Prayer, panic and Jeremiah 29:11 at 2am

Obedience,anxiety, and the God who knows the plans Jeremiah 29:11 — “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord… This all began when I was fast… Read more
26.04.2026

For the joy set before Him: what braces taught me about the Incarnation

So I recently got my braces done. Pink, naturally. And the first three days were agonising. Not physical pain — just sheer frustration. Suddenly I can’t eat more than half… Read more
12.04.2026

Maybe God’s waiting on me

You’re going to need faith. Lots of it. Read more
29.03.2026

A young vent

All I wanna do is serve God,help people and love a good man. This 9 to 5 thing doesn’t make sense to me. In fact, the rich housewife in me… Read more
20.03.2026

Because I said so

This season of my life feels like a very loud “because I said so” from God. Nothing makes sense. Yet, I still choose to lean in, obey, surrender to whatever… Read more

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I’m Ntonhle, a Jesus girl who is all about self development and self mastery, through consistency with God and fitness. In between, I love learning new things, I’ll share my thoughts and experiences about life, love and being a a Jesus girl in your twenties. . Join me on this journey as we explore what it means to live a life of purpose and impact, outside of your day to day, 9 to 5 etc.